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Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
i wish to express myself. @ 11:48 PM
see and be seenhear and be heard feel and be felt understand and be understood like and be liked love and be loved so corny. yet so real. @ 10:33 PM
I am Lim Jun Kai. I am using my computer at home in my own room, at Telok Blangah Crescent, in Singapore, Singapore is a city state, my room is my home. Telok Blangah, Jun Kai, Singapore, Singapore, Jun Kai, Telok Blangah. Names.Goodbye BPT , Hello NPCO training.
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 1:04 PM
i realised that it has been so long since i've written something that blogger is gna remove my blog soon, and so the title says, basic police training at HTA is over and the three months felt like half a year, and im posted into Alpha division, that's in Cantoment, as a friendly neighbourhood police officer. okay cut the friendly part, anyway, this period has been remarkably unique, as apart from camps that ive attended, i have never like slept, ate, shat, in one place with my peers before, like, im the only child, so it's really interesting to see the changing countenences of people and how they react to different people. i believe that in order to discover yourself, (as in knowing thyself) one has to put him/herself in a totally different environment, then, one will see how different/similar he is from the rest, and so letting one discover himself. i have made really awesome buddies in camp, whom i would not forget even though life is full of partings, and since 'meeting up soon' doesn't really happen all the time. back on discovering oneself, i have seen some people, they have what i call a formed/solid identity, which is he knows clearly who he is, where he stand, and have his beliefs and would not be swayed by words of others. on the other hand, i have also seen some whose identity that are in flux, ie: they are easily swayed and coaxed into doing things by others. yet, most people ive seen are in the middle, they have their convictions, and when they interact with others, they end up doubting their own convictions and that is true in my case. nonetheless, ive learnt selectively from others while some others are just bullcrap. anyway, i am looking forward to NPCO training, although its gna be boring all over again, im sure it'll be good as i have my friends with me. all the best to all! ps: i shld mention that im gna get a free driving licence. sponsored by our lovely garhment. things i will miss after i go NS. ):
Sunday, April 05, 2009 @ 3:27 AM
 not everyone in the picture, but u get the picture. (: (irene + joyce, i couldnt find any photos of you two, but anyway, thanks for going to hotpot with me, and planning the surprise, 看我！  vanessa sadly i couldn't get u to see me- see la wake up late, but yupp, the next time u see me im botak alr. =/ sad right?  sujing managed to see my last hair look, and thanks for coming to settlers to send me off. (: and don purposely celebrate on 7th april ah.  chalet- kickass drunkfest man. sounds gay but im gna miss these people man, hopefully i can still hang out with you ppl even after i get enlisted.  u know where u stand. (: and lets stay strong even though we cant be like tgt as often. take care of yourself when im not around, rmb to eat meat as well, don just eat half pack of rice. D : rest alot too, stay healthy and wait for me to come out! (: seriously, 2 more days, till an entire change in my environment, right now im sitting on my bed, under my aircon, and hands on my laptop, 48 hrs later, i'll probably be on the bunk bed, .................. shit. take care everybody. original title of the post i have been planning for, 'best time of my life'
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 12:13 AM
'how about i don waste your time in your life anymore?' that was your message i got from you just now. and i was intending to blog about this period being the best time of my life. nonetheless i shall go ahead with my post. this is the time, where i have everything i want, and ever, yes thank God for making this good life for me. (: why do i say this is the best time of my life, because the road ahead is the route which all 'medically fit' Singaporean males have to walk. and that would mean leaving the comfort of my friends, family, all the luxury i enjoy now, and mostly leaving Keli for physical training, male bonding, and toughening up my physical and mental and emotional stamina. Hopefully i will come out of it tougher than i was before, and to see all that i have still with me. family, friends, money, love, and a not bad result for my A's. family: mum and dad have been extra nice to me recently, so no complaints, and irene, lets meet up before i go NS. (: friends: been having chats and outings at pubs and jogging tgt. hopefully the plan to hold the chalet succeeds. Bryan pls gather the horde for the chalet and if possible ask the girls to join. (can share cost) hahahah. money: thanks to work at tivoli audio, i have sufficient money to finance my spending. (: love: i say it's like heaven or hell when im with you, heaven because you just make me feel happiness ive never felt before; all the things we did together, Hans, working together and donuts after work, attending the open houses tgt, swimming, we seem to do everything together, and i don know if it's healthy, i cant help but i feel this strong dependence on you. Yet it feels so good to depend on you, and know even if the whole world crumbles and lies, you are true. and this is how i feel now, and i hope that this feeling will last. hell in the sense that because im so attached to you, whenever we fight and quarrel, it just feels so lonely, and i am like without having something to look forward the next morning, and yeah, ive already told you, my phone's photos are all pictures of you. well, maybe im not a frequent user of my phone camera, but yeah, we meet each other almost every other day, and yeah, some might say it's unhealthy for a couple to meet daily; the feelings will fade into normalcy or even monotony, but i think otherwise, sorry if i offend anyone else but i have to say i only feel at ease when im talking and conversing with you, and even if it's my buddies, i have some fear of saying something to hurt them and it is really mentally straining for me, someone with a blunt tongue, thats why i usually hold my piece, although my facial expressions betray me. anyway, you make me feel comfortable, and i can tell you anything, and you can tell me anything, without fear of persecution. So i don't wna lose someone so important to me, thats why it's hellish in the sense whenever we fight, we just shake the love away and really just go at each other. (btw we just made up.) oh the good thing bout us is we make up easily. (: still, me going to NS will be a challenge for the both of us, take care of yourself, and wait for me. (: time for photos. HANS  the not so nice cakes  the lemon tart and strawberry pie which kicks ass! (:  they call this (the beautiful ending) thats it. a levels
Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
i know i'm screwed, but just don screw me too hard.Friday the 6th 2009, i want u to come fast, yet i don want u here. oh well, hope all is well. best of luck everybody. random charity
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
i donated money to the SPCA today. (:无奈
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @ 11:38 PM
 1962 (gunshots were heard) he falls, lying on no man's land, between the walls he built himself. bleeding, his friend succeeded, he failed. Screams of pain incessantly filled the afternoon sky, his cries of help was echoed against the murmurs of the crowd gathering on both sides, he was trapped. MURDERERS! MURDERERS! goes the crowd, protesting against the guards. yet, no one helped him, there he was, in no man's land, his life, leaking away in front of the journalists, the soldiers, the people. 'DO NOTHING', the officers commanded, what happened to the crusaders of truth, have they been blinded by fear? an hour's past, he breathed his last, and came the guards, to clean up the mess, and years went, and memorials were erected, to remind our children, of the murderers who killed Peter, and the accomplices who stood by and watch him die. RIP: Peter Fechter 14 January 1944 - 17 August 1962. |
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